This Christmas is a downer.This XMAS is pretty blue for me. I was depressed before my heart attack and now it's XMAS. Whe ee I am living with my grown kids, and without them I wouldn't want to live. I would have no one. I can't even picture that. Anyway, not everyone is in my situation. Or feels the way I do. So for those people, MERRY CHRISTMAS and a HAPPY NEW YEAR dang it!