Oct 17
Danybegood
Danybegood , Posted on SUPPORT NETWORK Blog

So depressed

I've been depressed now for several years, thinking I wanted to die.  And then I had my heart attack, and guess what , " I don't want to do  die."   I had been divorced from my ex for four 4 years.  His zick grandson was living with us and telling lies about me.  So, I finally left for the last time.  And it broke my heart I guess really.  Before that happened he told me there were people out to kill me and my 2 kids.  I called them the  "Shadow People".  I lived in fear for 2 years 2012_2014..  I needed to talk about it but there was no one.  I tried to a Dr. about it but he justllll labled me in my med file a "borderline personality disorder."  I've been hoping to get therapy since then.  I need to find out what kind of man does this to someone that he's supposed to love.

Then comes my heart attack, and I still need someone to talk. to.   I feel like I might explode because I'm still feeling pain in my chest.  I know I want my life back, not the one where I was married, but the one where I was happy and vivacious.  If anyone has an insight to my ex or where I should start can you email me?  Much obliged.  %uD83D%uDC23
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