So depressed
I've been depressed now for several years, thinking I wanted to die. And then I had my heart attack, and guess what , " I don't want to do die." I had been divorced from my ex for four 4 years. His zick grandson was living with us and telling lies about me. So, I finally left for the last time. And it broke my heart I guess really. Before that happened he told me there were people out to kill me and my 2 kids. I called them the "Shadow People". I lived in fear for 2 years 2012_2014.. I needed to talk about it but there was no one. I tried to a Dr. about it but he justllll labled me in my med file a "borderline personality disorder." I've been hoping to get therapy since then. I need to find out what kind of man does this to someone that he's supposed to love.Then comes my heart attack, and I still need someone to talk. to. I feel like I might explode because I'm still feeling pain in my chest. I know I want my life back, not the one where I was married, but the one where I was happy and vivacious. If anyone has an insight to my ex or where I should start can you email me? Much obliged. %uD83D%uDC23
