I'm so depressedI've tried to write my story twice before and lost it both times. Must not have been telling It right those times.
I thought I was healthy, as I could be I guess. But then I had my heart attack on Sept. 18. I went to urgent care for painful GERD, and Dr. there said I should go to ER because he couldn't do the right tests. So I did, and lo and behold I was having a heart attack . My right coronary artery was 99 percent plugged. They whisked me off to the cath lab and put in a stent. I had another one 90 percent plugged but it was too small and made a sharp turn. So I still have that one. I'm taking nitrates twice a day, 2.kinds of BP meds, beta blockers, Protonix for GERD and aspirin as well as a slew of other drugs for various other problems.
But I'm still depressed, reasons?? Well, my ex did something awful to me and I'm still trying to figure out why since he was supposed to love me. Another reason, I have no friends, nada, zero, zip. I'm very shy. However, I was in our hospital waiting room passing time when 2 other people started a conversation. Well, I started joining their conversation without being invited. I realized what I had just done and I was so embarrassed. I guess I'm my own best friend. %uD83D%uDE06. I just hope I don't start talking to myself. Hey guys, how do you make friends?