I have my daddy's heart. . . December 20,  2016  9:19am EST

On my 18th wedding anniversary, August 9, 2015,  I had a massive heart attack.  Two days prior, I had returned home via plane from visiting my daughter in Kentucky.  My husband and I celebrated our anniversary, I went to bed around 10, and was up just after midnight sweating profusely, experiencing jaw pain and weakness in my left arm.  I also had some pain between my shoulder blades.  Needless to say, I went down and my husband called 911.  I was whisked to the hospital, went into defibrilation, got shocked with the paddles, and ended up in the OR.  I had a huge blood clot in my "widow maker".  The doctor got rid of the clot and placed a stent in the area.  Thirty days later I was back in the OR receiving 2 more stents due to 70% blockage in two other areas of my heart.  It's been over a year, and I'm still struggling with getting on with life.  I am terrified of flying for fear of another blood clot.  I think about and worry about another attack.  Given my family history (Mom and Dad had 5 bypasses each) I'm pretty sure where I'm headed.  Any suggestions or ideas as to how I can get on with my life without constant worry?  I'm only 51 and would like to enjoy the remainder of my life with my husband, family, and friends.